Onward and Upward
Here’s an excerpt from my very own personal diary which I think just about sums up what I’m feeling at this particular moment in time…
I keep blaming myself for everything that’s occurred between me and other people the last four years but I never factored in the fact that they’re all crappy people who aren’t good enough for me in any sense of the phrase. So maybe the result is a not so great reputation at college and fewer friends but guess what? I’m done in 2.5 quarters which is like 7.5 months from now. So who cares?! I’ve been trying so hard to make amends with people before we all go our separate ways because I’m afraid of burning bridges but what if the bridge was never there to begin with? And chances of me seeing any of these people again is so slim it’s ridiculous. So why waste more time on people who never deserved it in the first place?
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So to celebrate this new found opinion I decided to take back an apology I had given just the other day. And ya know what? It felt pretty good considering it was never my fault in the first place :)
